Possibilities by Freddie Stroma

Dont break my heart before I give it to you

Dont tell me no before I ask you to

Dont say it doesnt fit before you try it on

There's too much to lose to be wrong

And it feels like there's something here

But I wanna see it before it disappears

And if there's something real between me and you

Well, all we both open to

All these possibilities

So many little possibilities...

-yeah so, do you recognize this song? Yes! From A Cindrella Story (Once upon a song), a movie of Pretty Little Liars' Lucy Hale. :D just sharin', I like this song very much.

I HATE YOUR FACEBOOK ACCOUNT

It's been 2 years, and I pity myself for not giving up. Still hoping to experience what they call, "love, the second time around". Stupidly making believe that you'll still be back for me, for my love, for our eternity together.

Right until now, I am still being tempted on visiting your account and end up crying the night because all I read is about how you find other girls beautiful and attractive. How you recover from a basketball game loss just seeing someone's smile -not mine. How you dedicate your favorite songs no longer to me. How you chat on your account with your mates about that chic you find very amazing, how much you like her.

There are 5 things I hate about your account:

1. When they tease you to other girls.

2. When you're being tagged to pictures with you and a pretty gal beside.

3. Your love statuses.

4. Your boy-talks.

5. Your liking and commenting on all the other things that has to do with other girls.

Yet, it makes me feel an inch of happiness to think that you still haven't spilled to the public how you sing songs to a certain girl before she sleeps. I hope you don't. Sing to everyone else, but not to your new special someone, not in the middle of the night, not before the both of you sleep, and lastly, not your favorite song. For at the least, give me the chance to believe that it is still to me that you've gathered up your strength even after a long day and sang me a lullaby to make me sleep.

I cannot organize my thoughts anymore. All I ever think of is about that person you constantly think of, who makes your heart beat 500 times than the usual, who makes you smile just because you are together, whom you quarrel with for the shallowest reasons, whom you call in the middle of the day (or even night) just to remind her you love her very much, who makes you go gaga all day... when that person is no longer me. Don't tell me what her name is or who she is. Just be quiet. Don't tell me anything about her, better yet, about the both of you. I'd rather listen to what was us. I'd go back to the yesteryears and wander, until future comes along and you and I are together again.

-Readers, I am sorry for this unorganize post. I hope you understand.

Love,

Johanna

THANKING MY FIRST TWO MEMBERS! :)

A bunch of love and gratefulness to Ma'am Noreen and Emie! :)

Please be a member also, instead of just anonymously reading this! I'll appreciate it. Very much.

BTW, all you need is an email add, or a network site account and you're good to go! :)

Thank you in advance.

All hearts,
Johanna.

WAITING FOR THE FINALE!

Okay so I'm talking no Harry Potter story here since it's already over (ouch). And I didn't even have the chance to watch HP 7 part 2 at the cinemas, oh well.

I am almost finished reading my book, 'Love, Stargirl' written by Jerry Spinelli. I'm already at the last pages! Yay! Then, I'd have another chance to ask my 'rents on a new book. Booyeah!

So yeah, Imma give a book review on this one. After finishing it, of course. I hope you all watch out for that! :)

Love,
Stargirl... err... I mean, Johanna.

SO EVERYBODY CALLS HER 'DEMI'

Real Name: Demetria Devonne Lovato

Birthday: August 22, 1992

Occupations: Singer, Songwriter, Musician,

Dancer, Model, Activist

Nationality: Mexican, Irish and Italian descent

QUESTIONS:

1. WHY DO YOU LIKE HER?

I like her because she's one thing -REAL. She never hides who she really is, and what she really feels. She's proud of it. She's never insecure, no matter how harsh the feedbacks on her were, she ignored. All she ever thought was to be the best that she can be and inspire other people through her music.

2. WHAT'S IN DEMI THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE IN COMMON WITH?

Demi has been bullied 'fat', so am I. I think the very thing we have in common is that we don't mind criticisms, as long as we feel good about ourselves, what they say will never matter.

3. WOULD YOU ADVICE OTHER GIRLS LIKE YOU TO IDOLIZE DEMI TOO?

I guess, the term should be 'inspired by', idolize is just too much to handle. God should only be the One to be praised. But anyway, yes, I would advice girls to be inspired by Demi to, if given the chance.

4. WHY?

I would advice other girls to be inspired by Demi just as how she has inspired me because she's a very great person. Her story is not a fairytale, she never lived a perfect life. Every other girl could relate to her, I mean, she's no fancy princess who lives in a castle. She's a princess in her own right. Demi has been bullied, got broken hearted, ditched by a friend, got into a rehab for an eating disorder and so much more. She is an image of a strong woman.

have a sweet night,

Johanna.

FALSE ALARM.

Dear Readers,

Today started out fine, though I was five minutes late during the endorsement of Andy Go -our school representative for Globe Campus Connect Showdown, a nationwide (I'm not quite sure) search for the most talented student, whether high school or college -I think they're also open to elementary contestants. But let's focus on how my day was. :)

Andy and I came back to school together at exactly 7:30, we we're fortunate enough to catch the singing of the National Anthem -which meant: NO ADMISSION SLIP! Yay! And, when I lined at the quadrangle, the first face I saw was HIS! His adorable face in front of his section line. Zey. :)

But it's not all a good one, when it was noon and all we can do was mock about how hard having Physics and Trigo simultaneously was, we got to our department principal, Ma'am Boi, and ask to be part of the school's chosen audience for Andy's contest (since it was this afternoon). She agreed.

At 2:55, Sir Jed, one of our HS Math teachers announced that we are going, together with the Juniors. We decided not to bring our bags for the reason of being back by 4, to attend our Research and Accounting classes. At exactly 3, we got down from the 3rd floor and waited for Sir Jed's further instructions. And to our horror, our adviser didn't allow us to come along, to the reason that we might be dominating the venue since it wasn't only our school who is participating. We stayed in school, attended classes and ended it. As usual.

But yeah, the little things are the ones most treasured. At least, that false alarm taught me something... it's sometimes fun, when you thought you are going but at the last minute you hear you aren't, especially when you're with good friends! Hehehe!

Stay posi,

Johanna. :)